prom's tonight but i dont feel excited at all. im quite passive now. suddenly i wanna use my enlistment as an excuse to run away from my life. i don't wanna face what i have to face...nvm forget it. anyway, i don't tink ill bring a phone in. no pt. wats e pt. yeah. urgh.




time to snap back to reality. the truth always hurts. what was i tinking when i tot that i was actually beginning to stand a chance?